HAPPY BIRTHDAY AQIRAH!

i don't know why i'm posting that here since no one knows this blog...

but anyway HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY GIRL.

Been wanting to meet up with her to pass her pressie but aiyama got communication breakdown.

Anyways sarah and I got a present for her and a card.

well, sarah made the card and we each got our own presents for her.

so here is mine...

she hasn't gotten it yet but i wanted to show it to all you because i'm proud of my handiwork.

I hope she likes it:S

skali she don't like T-T

this is what it looks like...on the back!

feeling airbrushed effect lah seh.

then i painted lil flowers on all the side of the top cover.

my hand was numb after that.

the glittery a for AQIRAH! i don't know what else to add on the front...i was scared it's gna look ...overdone.

the gift..earrings that came in a set of three..

again with the

*effect* on the sides of the bottom.

the inside of the top cover.

TADAAAH! so that's the gift.

i hope she likes it..

I feel like a crappy friend lah because it's like DIY gift.

but i'm proud of my art nonetheless...

cheyyy art seh. omg stop it kareema.

okay that's all!

locked away

I still remember the day,

I sat by myself during recess.

because until today, it still hurts.

EXAM SEASON!

It's exam period and I have a ton of things to do that i've not done yet :S

but i managed to squeeze in glee somewhere in between my procrastination.

and this hottie down below

fuhhh...he's so handsome.

when i watched wah piang...

finally some new eye candy on glee....he's HOT! nuff said.

(he's taken though and his gf. fuuuhh also hot!)

but this guy

sigh....oh so dreamy..

oh well enough drooling over hot celebrities...it's time for me to study!

word association

so today during drama, we learned something new(ish)

and it's as the title says, word association.

so here is my take on word association.

love

i will not utter your name,

i shall not remember your face

i will not think of your smile

i will not think at all

because you are always on my mind

i try to think around it

never cleary thinking of you

because in my heart i dread

that feeling of falling

falling so deep in this infatuation

this feeling that makes me helpless

this feeling i can't control

so i avoid it

push it away

refuse to acknowledge it

outrightly deny it

because i cannot have this.

i cannot have me wanting you.

i don't want to want you.

because saying it aloud makes it so real

makes the feelings real

and i just can't deal

because this isn't love

i don't want to love

love isn't all bright and sappy

because love brings me pain too

i don't want to want you

i want to forget you

leave my mind

leave my thoughts

you aren't welcome here.

sombre post

Hi guys...

so yesterday i was actually quite depressed because well partly cos i'm pms-ing.

 i've just been feeling a little low in confidence and self esteem lately and that just really added more to my insecurities.

But i'm typically an optimistic person, i try to see the silver lining or look on the bright side of things after allowing myself a few tears of self pity.

Then, on top of the pressures of life in other forms that have been weighing down on me,

i just received news yesterday that a childhood friend of mine has passed away.

It sucks to know that someone so young had passed on.

It just shows how life is unpredictable.

your days are numbered.

the only thing confirmed in life is death.

May he rest in peace.